Jessie. Click on your friends list to see the number of people you have there. how many of them do you actually call friends?

this is crap. I can't wait for 4pm tomorrow, where I can start controlling a little of my fate and stop leaving it in the hands of others. it's not that I enjoy leaving a part of me to others, I can't control the things I can't control. actually it's understandable lah, which idiot would volunteer cheerfully to help you click for something which doesn't even concern them, and take the extra care and patience to get the ideal indices so that one may attend the interview with an ease of the mind?

this is crap. I wonder if i'll lie on bed tonight thinking that it is still crap. hope my mood gets better.

but whenever I think about them again, THIS IS TOTAL CRAP. if I ever put my trust in men again, give me a tight slap on the left cheek and a tighter slap on the right.